My heart is always broken, my sex is tanted.
I have been used and wasted.
Repedidly thrown out the window.
But one to many times I have been crushed and sent to hell.
And with the power of hate and the drive to kill everyone in my path.
I have hurt myself, and only myself.
Alcohol, Drugs, everythnig bad.
They where my power, my leader, they drove me harder then anything has ever before.
For me, there still is no God.
No savior, no Heaven or Hell.
No peace.
I am just a lone, stranger to myself.
Now I rest my hands upon my heart waiting to be healed by anything that can save me.
Save me.
My man.
