There is a song, the song of the night, that brings up a good point. That point, is one I agree with to the fullest. Somebody tell me, why I'm on my own. If there is a soul mate, for everyone...
I know I am "to young" to find love, or so some say. But I don't believe any of that, at all... I feel that you are never to young or to old to find love, in anything! Love is a vast and crazy wilderness that contains many different things! Its a jungle waiting to be explored! Of course there will be snakes and bugs along the way, its a damn jungle! But it shouldn't be as hard as it is for me. I think if I had someone to love in my life, it would be a lot simpler. Not as much heartache, pain or sadness and hardly any suicidal thoughts.
I've been lonely for 15 years. Growing up with no brothers or sisters was a big thing when I was litter, and towards my middle ages 9-12. But now, I have gotten over being an only child, and now all I want is someone to hold me and love me. I gave up on having siblings when I was about 13, because before I had tried so many times to get my parents to look into adoption, and they did for about a week then stopped. So I've coped with the fact that I will never having siblings. But I will never cope with not having someone who cares, physically, and emotionally. I have to fight back crying every night because I am so lonely.
Well I guess I will find "him" one day. Hopefully...
"My Perfect Guy:
1: Sweet.
2: Kind.
3: Brainy.
4: Funny.
5: Cute (My definition).
6: Understanding.
7: Pervy.
8: Troubled.
9: Must Love Music.
20: Affectionate."
Song:
Soulmate- Natasha Bedingfield.
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